Dying Out Loud (Old Works)

When I look back now 
Only time could tell me how, 
I was dying inside 
Looking through the glass of pride 
When I see how I died How I fell... Nobody to confide, 
I put on my masks to hide 
Looking beyond my shroud 
I was dying out loud 
And only time could tell me how 
Now I see beyond the clouds... 
I don't look at myself and feel proud 
I was dying inside... And now I'm alive and free to lay my masks aside.